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1. |
Ultimate Hollow Man
02:05
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Why don't you open my eyes
God I need you
Why don't you open my eyes
Hiding in the dark
keep on getting lost
I just wait to see your love
Why don't you open my eyes
Want to be father to someone who loves you the way that i do
Cos i've found a mother of mana and matter and mud i want you
All is new
Why don't you open my eyes
God I need you
Why don't you open my eyes
Tied like a knot
Bowed like an arch
I'm here waltzing in the dark
Why don't you open my eyes
Wanna be the ultimate hollow man
Wanna be the ultimate hollow man
Ooh
Wanna be the ultimate hollow man
Ooh
Wanna be the ultimate hollow man
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2. |
High Class Every Day
02:53
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There's a girl outside that everyone knows
Wearing high class everyday clothes
And how we wait to catch her
There's a girl outside that everyone knows
Wearing high class everyday clothes
And how we wait to catch her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Wearing high class everyday clothes
And how we wait to catch her
Everyone everyone everyone na na!
There's a girl outside that everyone knows
Wearing high class everyday clothes
And how we wait to catch her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone na na
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone na na
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone na na
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone knows her
Everyone na na
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3. |
Honey Eyed
02:04
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Been told that I'm done
100 years old at a bus stop
I don't know knowing from the other ones
I don't know a picture from the knowing of another one
Honey I wanna be where you are
Honey I wanna be all at once
I want eyes I want mouth I want lungs
Honey I, honey eye, honey eyed
Fancy lines ratted on honey ghosts
I want to be like a young lynch star
I want fall in love with a big red hearse
Gonna hurt your bones
Gonna be weighing lungs
Honey I wanna be where you are
Everything all the time all at once
I wanna be like the northern star
Wanna hurt like a lullaby in the dark
I don't know
I don't know
In the dark
I know no no
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4. |
Harmony Inside Prayer
02:12
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Where do you go
Where do you sleep
Think you can hide from me
When all of the world
Blooms into life
It is in harmony
I wanted to sing
I wanted to dance
I wanted to love
Cos i think of the world
Think of the whole
Think of it inside of me
I want to
Ooooooooooooooooo
I want to sing
I want to dance
I want to love
I want to sing
I want to dance
I want to love
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5. |
Sparkling Heart
02:14
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I see you in autumn
Iām just a ****-** be honest
Got 5 cups of aporia
Oh poor me so pour me another
Oh oh oh what youāve done to me
You can see my soul
You can feel my hurt
Still I try to ignore that
Oh oh oh youāre a Dimond girl
Youāre a shining star
You are Joan of arc
Come to take me home
I know it didnāt start right
For that I am sorry
Cos I love the way the way you move light
In beautiful patterns
Oh I know it wouldnāt be right
If I left you hurting
But I know youāre with me all life
Let the art be the artist
See The Son the mirror inside us
Thereās something around here
I want to connect, to be grounded
Oh oh oh youāre a Dimond girl
Youāre a shining star
You are Joan of arc
Princess armour off now
Oh oh oh like a lullaby
from the bible ghost
I have found you now
You are not alone
I know it didnāt start right
For that I am sorry
Cos I love the way the way you move light
In beautiful patterns
Oh I know it wouldnāt be right
If I left you hurting
But I know youāre with me all life
Oh why
Give me more wine
Give me more time
Give me more life
Give me more
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6. |
Dawning Glisten
02:40
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Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Oh
You and
Me
Knowing nothing
Me
Oh
Time running on
Time running on out
Time running on
Time running on out
Time running on
Time running on out
Time running on
Time time running on out
Time running on
Time running on out
Time running on
Time running on out
Time running on
Time time running on out
Time running on
Time time running on out
Time running on
Time running on out
Time time running on
Time running on out
Time running on
Time running on out
Time running on
Time running on out
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I live and I die
Been running from this town all my life
I walk these lines
Oh why why why
I don't know
I run and I glide
I'm force and spirit and I'm alight
Keep coming back
Oh why why
Oh why why why
I don't
Woah (There's a weight that's weighing down on me)
Woah (I get the weight and throw it in the sea)
And I live and I die
Oh why why why
Oh why why why
I don't
Keep running oh
Keep running oh
Keep running oh
Oh oh oh
I live and I die
I'm running from this town
All my life held back
Red lines
Oh why why why
I don't know
Oh why why why
I don't know
Oh why why why
I don't know
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8. |
Nowhere To Run
02:32
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Run Run Run Run Run Run Run Run
Where do you go when there's nowhere to go
Where do you go when there's nowhere to be
Nowhere
Nowhere
No end
Been passing the time passing the buck
Books in the mind, head in the body
Nowhere
Nowhere
Nowhere
I got the melody la la la la
Electricity is finding the gap
Nowhere
No end
Nowhere
Higher the higher the higher the higher the higher the host
I am the horse I don't know when to stop
To no end
No end
Nowhere
Nowhere
No end
Nowhere
No end
Run Run Run Run Run Run Run Run
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9. |
Green Green
01:52
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Green green
Watch over me
Wash over me
Woah I
Woah I
Green green
Watch over me
Wash over me
Oh I love you
Oh I
Green green
Watch over me
Wash over me
All I want is someone to love
You are the one that I
Green green
Watch over me
Wash over me
Now
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10. |
The Fairlight
01:50
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Enough of this town
I turn the red light bright white
Got a tight bite I know
But the Fairlight cooking up dope
Hold the rope
Feel the ghost close
All the things are known
Forwards and backwards
I'm dressed in white
I'm just a bride for all this light inside me
I'm just a horoscope for all the countryside that's passing by
Why
Why not
Fairlight cooking up dope
The Fairlight cooking up hope
The Fairlight cooking up
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11. |
The Baby Wawawa
04:05
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He was a little one
A baby tiny ant
He knew a hundred words
And he empathised strongly with a lava-lamp
The baby: wa wa wa
This is a lullaby
There is kindness and loving for everyone
No matter what you've done
We in the holy land
Stop living in the shadow of the revenant
You're not the anima
You're not the animus
You are the space between the lines you are a little one
A weak and winding worm
He knew the number line
But the numbers never told him what they had in mind
The baby wanna cry
This is a happy song
There is joy in the faces of newly born
Ignore the written word
And live outside of it
Stop dying for the bounty of a lesser god
The fruit will never come
Until we meet again
We're returning to the soil and to the infinite
Oh
I got you in my life
I got you in my mind
I got you in the wine
I got you in my sight
I came here on a kaleidoscope
I dreamt that we were here all alone
When I die I will soon be home
I don't know what I mean
I don't know what I know
There is kindness and loving for everyone
There is kindness and loving for everyone
Blessed are the poor in spirit
For theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven
Blessed are those who mourn
For they will be comforted
Blessed are the meek
For they will inherit the Earth
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness
For they will be satisfied
Blessed are the merciful
For they will be shown mercy
Blessed are the pure in heart
For they will see God
Blessed are the peacemakers
For they will be called the Sons of God
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness
For theirs is the Kingdom of Heaven
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O in excelsis
He lives
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13. |
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I donāt want to be another there
I donāt want to be a number I hope
I just want to meet the one in this life
I just want to be alive somehow
I donāt be another one dead
I donāt want to be a number just yet
I just want to be a lover of time
All I want; it to be everything there
Mmmmmm
I just be a lover of time
I just want it to be there
All life
All laid out
All mine
I just want to be the way that I walk
Ohh babadada
I canāt understand why
I canāt appreciate time
Nobody else can and thatās fine
I run all the way to hell and then I come back
Everything is just naked in light
I just break lines, white lines
Over me, over me, over me night
Over this time I want to be right
I wanna dye, dye, dye like ink thatās never been dry
I 9 9 9 all of my life all life all lemon on me
Time old
I donāt want to be another one yet
I donāt want to bee a number lie dead
I just want tot be a lover of light
I just want to bleed; everything nice
I just want to be your radio lion
I want to be all everything light
I want everyone getting inside
Thereās a diamond and a circle on signs
Thereās a diamond and a circle on signs
All the times that went wrong went right
All the times that went right went wrong
Die die die
This ink has never been
Everything just went
Dry dry
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14. |
All This I Do For Glory
02:33
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John had a vision
A vision with no words
Heās gonna build a kingdom
A city with no hurt
It was only for the internet clout
It was only for the internet buzz
Mary had a demon
With 7 fanged tongues
Sheās gonna build a lifestyle brand
Sheās gonna make it work
It's only for the internet clout
It's only for the internet buzz
Jesus told a story
To 7000 men
He said heās gonna come back
But he donāt know when
He did it for some internet buzz
He did for the gram
He did it for some internet lulz
He did it for no one but himself
They say thereās a heaven
They say thereās a hell
They say that the atom bomb's gonna keep us safe at night
Gonna keep us warm
When all we want is internet buzz
Straight into the eye
A little bit of internet clout
Cos everyone is too afraid to die
But no one really dies
They dance wherever they may be
Wherever they may be I am
I am
I am
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15. |
3001
02:58
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3ā1 (3001)
<< THE ONE WHO'LL BE THERE // TRUST EACH OTHER >>
#music
Recorded: ?-09-21
Set: š£
https://soundcloud.com/alexrushfirth/3001x
#lyrics
I'm the one who bends
I'm the one who breaks
I'm the one who's all of us
I live
I love
Above
I I
Ain't a saint in hell
Trust: trust each other
Ain't a saint in hell
Trust: trust trust each other
I'm the one who bends
I'm the one who breaks
I'm the one who's all of us
I live
I love
Above
I I
I'm the one
Who?
I'm the one who'll be there
I'm the one
Ain't a saint in hell
Trust Each Other
Air hell
I'm the one who bends
I'm the one who breaks
I'm the one who's all of us
I live
I love
Above
I I
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16. |
XYZ
02:54
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Got flies in my brain
Tried catching the rain
In a cup with a hole in its base
Never again never again
All words are the same
All distractions from fate
Weāre the ones who will never escape
Weāre incased in a flesh that decays
Sons and daughters are grey
All we have is our name
I would die on my knees every day
Die again die again die again
And be awake
There is a line
There is a line
There is a line
And thereās a shape
There is a garden
There is grace
There is a soul beneath the face
Lay your garments on me
Wash your bones in the sea
There is beauty in spaces between
There is honour in life
There is honour in peace
There is honour in letting things be
There is a line
There is a line
There is a line
And there is home where youāre with me
And if you donāt know then I know
And if you canāt see I love you all the same
And all flies in your brain
Got flies in my brain
Got flies in my brain
Iām a fly in my brain
Iām a fly
Thereās a red and yellow and blue haze
There is a line
There is a line
There is a line
And there is
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17. |
St. OP II
03:27
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Stop
Let me off
Iām an animal
Everythingās just wrong
How can I
Have a life
Space is big
Iāve no time
Fell in love
Let my body go
Like your favourite song
Taking drugs
Getting lost
Letting go
Will I ever come back home
Will my body get a soul
God I only feel alive
Watching England score a goal
3 lines - form a shape
Iām just a little lamb
but with big blue eyes
A 7 eyed stare - a ladder to the end
Jacob runs
To front
With his spiral arms
Prays that Michael comes
Sword in hand
Saving liars from themselves
Iām a coward for the clout
I am fearful of The Word
I am crying in the shower
Always hurt of ones I love
Let me die under the ground
Let me be the feed of flowers
Thereās a screaming
Come and heal us
Reconnect us to the sound
Of life on high
The sun beyond the sky
And burns all night
For you for me for us for free
Donāt Stop
Even though
Thereās fire alarm
Sounding in the trunk
Tree of life
Subtle knife
Jesus Christ
St. Faustina in the garden
Iāve come to cheer you up
50 rivers run between us
One day there will be none
Sacred heart, Iron lung
Eve and Adam late for work
Mum I finally got the job
My messiah complex simple as
I tried
The pied piper comes
31415
And Iāll die infinite times
High on sentient AI
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18. |
Waterline
00:58
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Well i took my pain to the waterline
Cos the weight kept sticking on me
And the sea said no you're coming back home
And so I swam in the sea
How I loved you
And I lost you
Now I'm waiting for the atom bomb
To destroy this world
I never want to be in a world where we cannot meet
My Bonny lies over the ocean
My Bonny lies over the sea
My Bonny lies over the ocean
So bring back my Bonny to me
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19. |
Silver Screen Daughter
04:39
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Whoās a real one
Who is just a fake
I just an animal
Mirrored in a maze
Whoās the real God
How can I be saved
Saw it in a bygone book
I saw it onceā¦
One day you be who I am
One day you be who I am
One day you be who I am
One day you will be home
Down by the alter step
Pray for the life I rent
See the city on fire
And Iām the only one with a lighter
One day you be who I am
One day you be who I am
One day you be who I am
One day you will be home
Down by the alter step
Pray for the life I rent
See a knot in the corner
Iām born to be your silver screen daughter
One day you will
One day you will be
One day you will be
One day you will be
One day you be who I am
One day you be who I am
One day you be who I am
One day you will be home
Gone
It comes and goes
It
It comes and goes
It comes and goes
It
It comes and goes
It
It comes and goes
It comes and goes
It comes and goes
It comes and goes
It
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There is a crime in this forest
I'm the in night that the Lord sent
Watch me in line with disorder
Break down all night now all night yeah
There is a crime in this forest
I'm like the knight that the Lord said
Watch me in line with this sword yes
Watch me all night all night now
Where you gonna live
Where you gonna live
Where you gonna live
Where you gonna live
Where you gonna live when you die
You have gone to where you need
Where you wanted
Where you love me
Where you loveee me
Where you
Where you gonna live
Where you gonna live
Where you gonna live when you die
Where you
When you
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21. |
She
02:24
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This Ghostly Beast
How unique she looks
With blood underneath
Cos I am giant too
And we are all giants
Living in giant houses
All if this hunger
for 10000 fake black diamonds
Invoke It or not
You will still self-destruct
Youāre a garden of liminal gas in the night
Thereās a stone in your gut thereās a sword in the back
Weāre much older than gold
We are breath in the mud
She comes she comes
Through water through ice
She comes she comes
through fire and light
An arrow
A knife
When will you arrive
Orion
Messiah
She comes
Fortress of white
Iām minding the gap
C c calling all daughters and sons who have fallen and rotten for nothing
You swallowed an apple and seeded my body now I have the seat
And i will connect
And I will face death knowing I have lived
Iām sorry
It happened
I love you
Iāve come to clear my I
Iām dirt on the lens
I want to pretend
That this never ends
I want but I canāt
A warning
Sheās running towards me
She comes she comes she comes
Through water through ice
She comes she comes
Through fire and light
An arrow
A knife
When will you arrive
Orion
Messiah
She comes
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Nothing compares to itself
And in doing so
Created the world
Bless my soul
Calling me back home
the fancy garden snores
The fancy garden
I want love
The blue world
The blue world
Cable care announcement - take care
Hey I've come to push your buttons get you in the zone
That there that was you that there
Everything you've ever done that's you
That there that was you that there that was you
You crash your car into a tree
That there that was you that there
All the money in the world
That there that was you that there
Making puzzles of the world
That there that was you
Making puzzles of yourself
That there
I'm making a song to wake you up
And it is there
It was you that there
You look into the mirror
You see a picture of ghost
That there that was you
Making pictures of a ghost that there
That was you
You take your doggy for a walk
That there
The dog is you
That there that dog is you that there
That was you all along
Every single person that you've ever known will die
That there that was you
They're dead that was you you're dead they're dead
Already dead
Kill the man who knows
Kill the man who loves
I want more
I want more time
I want more time
Oh I want more time
Oh I want more time
For you I've got time
Woo!
Gotta big gut full of stuff
I'll clean it all up
I'll clean it all up
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23. |
Forevermore
02:26
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Canāt afford a doctor
Canāt afford a lawyer
Canāt afford the A-team van
Canāt afford to be your friend
Canāt afford a shadow
Canāt afford a ladder
Canāt afford the discotheque
Canāt afford a lump that spreads
Donāt want to be high in bed
I want be breaking bread
With everyone I that I love
And everyone that I did
Forevermore
Forevermore
I can be an actor
Iām always in a character
A distance from the action
I listen on the headphones
I got this cheesy beat for free
From a CD right out of the sea
All this time I thought it was you
But itās really coming from me
I want to love time itself
I want to be kind as we are all tied
To everything all at once
All living and all the dead
Donāt want to be by myself
I want be breaking bread
With everyone I that Iāve loved
And everyone that I will
Forevermore
Forevermore
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24. |
The Setting Of The Sun
02:34
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I dreamt of all things that make a better life
Iād write them in a journal and sign it
And after my coffee Iād look and recite it
A Tesla, a diamond, a Banksy, a knighthood
A butler, a cleaner, a trainer deal with Nike
So I could be better than anyone around me
But after a while I threw it in the fire
Cos nothingās ever better than the setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
No there nothingās ever better than the setting of the sun
Now I am on the run
Iām trying to fill my cup
With the setting the setting the setting the sun
I thought of all the things that were once told to me
And made cage with wire inside it
I made space - for all of - the things i desired
A marriage, a child, An IQ over 90
Some wisdom, charisma and freedom from desire
Now I donāt care cos Iāve escaped and all I seeās the sun
The setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
I see nothing see nothing but the setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
Oh there nothingās ever better than the setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
Oh thereās nothing thereās nothing but the setting of the sun
I think of everyone
And every thing theyāve done
All are second, theyāre second to the setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
Weāve got nothing weāre nothing to the setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
The setting of the sun
Oh thereās nothing ever better than the setting of the sun
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25. |
Princess Nokofia
04:12
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The guy on the TV show
Is getting old
The guy in the mirrorās soul
Is waking up
For hours I thought I did
Something that was worth living for
How do I write these notes
Iām called up by different ghosts
I wanna be part of the aristocracy
In my living room
I want to be the moon
18 years ago
Thereās a Russian army general
In corduroy with telescope
heās looking for you
15 years from now
Iāll wake up inside my mansion house
I want to be a barbie girl for you
Thereās a princess
waiting for me in the sunset
Cover me in plastic
Cover me in plastic bags
Thereās a princess
waiting for me in the sunset
Cover me in plastic
Cover me in plastic bags
So cover me in plastic
Forget all the times before
Confused between walls and doors
The thing is that I wanna be perfect
But that can never be
Still I do it more
All of the things I did
I tried not to be a kid
Now I wanna be like an amoeba
Forever I just want to do a single thing
Centuries ago thereās a carpenter in Galilee
Who said weāre all a fractal part of you
Centuries from now thereāll be crucifixes on the moon
The global poor sing hallelujah Christmas time for you
Thereās a princess
waiting for me in the sunset
Cover me in plastic
Cover me in plastic bags
Thereās a princess
calling to me from the darkness
She controls reality
From now to ever after
She's a princess
Waiting for me in the sunset
Cover me in plastic
Cover me in plastic bags
Thereās a princess
She controls illuminati gatherings
Just ask her
Cover me in plastic bags
So cover me in plastic
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26. |
Invisible Lines
04:22
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Invisible lines
Are holding me backwards
Fill my eyes with light
Stop me walking in silence
Oh my god Iām a garden
Iām the holiest mountain
Iām the dead of the night
Iām bringing back time
Iām bringing back time
The lord behind me
See life in all this
Iām Ultraviolet
Give me up
Give me up
Give me a way
Give me a part
Hold me down and
Give me a way
Give me a part
Give me a sign
Keep me up and ignited
All the light in this island
Far away from the horror
Of the lives that we hide in
Thereās forest inside
I am more than I write
And Iām right that Iām wrong
Pull me into the light
So give me up
Give me up
Give me a way
Give me a part
Hold me down and
Give me a way
Give me a part
Give me a sign
Sign!
Give me a sign
That's gold
Wait in the silence
Wait for love
I'm bringing back time
I'm bringing back love
Time!
I'll carry him home
I know that my I's a lie
I know that it's a wave
When all of me will die
The light will still remain
To carry us home
It carries us home
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27. |
Not_Me
03:50
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What to do hell i donāt know
Iām half kaleidoscope
My mind on the microscope
The loneliest isotope
Iāve run out of Tylenol
Iām up all up all up all night
What to do hell I donāt know
Internal life overload
My portraitās horizon mode
Connection is breaking up
I canāt get to life support
All time goes from right to wrong
I canāt get the minimum
Iām up all up all night
Singing Oh
Not me
Iāll Never be alone
No whatās that you said
Iāll never be alone
No not me
Iāll never be alone
No not me
Iāll never be alone
What to do hell I donāt know
One day Iāll be riding on
The back of unicorn
No front Ive an open heart
I look to the audience
I look to Orionās belt
Iām still a baby in my head
Whoās up all up all up all night
Crying oh
Not me
Iāll never be alone
No whatās that you said
Iāll never be alone
No not me
Iāll never be alone
No not me
Iāll never be alone
What to do hell I donāt know
I want to be hollow for
The endless undying love
Thatās calling to everyone come back home
you are the audience
And I am the holy fool
We take it in turns to sing
Weāre up all up all up all night
Weāre up all up all up all night
Weāre up all up all up all night
Weāre up all up all up all
Night
Not me
Iāll never be alone
No it was in your head
Iāll never be alone
No not me
Iāll never be alone
Singing oh not me
Iāll never be alone
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Silver Screen Son
02:30
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I used to worry
That I was the only one
Who had a tear their I
Who had a broken heart
Iāve been broken for a while now
Iāve been to hell and back
But thatās not who really am
Cos Iām part of you
Where you coming from
Whereāre you i donāt know
Where you go my love
I can never rest
I can never sleep
Until you are home
One day You will be
Post-metaphysical
Thereās grace in this world
Iām not the only one
They say Iāve got the part
As your silver screen son
But the silver screenās silent
I pretend to be material
So physical so predictable
And the silence goes on
When you coming back
Whereāre you i donāt know
Where you go my love
I can never rest
I can never sleep
Until you are home
Saw you in the fields.
Saw you in the street
Saw you in the sun
I just want To feel
like Iām really real
Like I did before
One day I will
Know who I really am
a post-ontological man
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3!Ę
Get away from the hot light
I'm in love with the idols
Wanna be in the dark night
Want to be like lovers on ice
It's always there right under your thumb
Always there in side of my eye
Always asking questions of time
"Will you come home?"
You're coming home
He's a baby but he's just a silhouette
Sail away silhouette
Finally the Ultimate Hollow Man
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Alex Rushfirth Leeds, UK
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